Sooo I kinda decided to start up a new blog on wordpress:

http://lawgrl101.wordpress.com/


Not sure anyone cares, but if someone by chance does, that is where I will continue to write my emo woes away. ;) 

 My torts final was 5 1/2 hours long.... I thought my head was going to implode... 1 more final in 3 days = 1st semester of law school finally over with. 

 I still really want a baby squirrel as a pet... wonder how friendly it'd be....

 THE RULES:
1. Pick 15 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search or other search functions.

AAAND QUOTES:

1. "Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?" 

2. "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."

3. "Mama, I don't know why you have to make everything so difficult. I look at having a baby as the opportunity of a lifetime. Sure there may be risk involved, but that's true for anybody. But you get through it and life goes on. And when it's all said and done there will be a little piece of immortality with Jackson's good looks and my sense of style, I hope. Please, please I need your support. I would rather have thirty minutes of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special." -Christine, and Steel Magnolias! 

4. "You sho' is ugly!"

5. "Today is history. Today will be remembered. Years from now the young will ask with wonder about this day. Today is history and you are part of it. Six hundred years ago when elsewhere they were footing the blame for the Black Death, Casimir the Great - so called - told the Jews they could come to Krakow. They came. They trundled their belongings into the city. They settled. They took hold. They prospered in business, science, education, the arts. With nothing they came and with nothing they flourished. For six centuries there has been a Jewish Krakow. By this evening those six centuries will be a rumor. They never happened. Today is history."

6. "I'm forty-two years old. I have two daughters and a son. Beautiful son. And I find myself in a place where I no longer care about why we are attacked. I only care that one hundred people woke up a few mornings ago, and had no idea it was their last. When we catch the man who murdered these people, I don't care to ask even one question. I want to kill him. Do you understand?"

7. "I'm not gonna go to the end of the fucking line, who the fuck are you? I have just as much of a right to be here as any of these little skanky girls. What, am I not skanky enough for you, you want me to hike up my fucking skirt? What the fuck is your problem? I'm not going anywhere, you're just some roided out freak with a fucking clipboard. And your stupid little fucking rope! You know what, you may have power now but you are not god. You're a doorman, okay. You're a doorman, doorman, doorman, doorman, doorman, so... Fuck You! You fucking fag with your fucking little faggy gloves."     -Sarah got this, Knocked up!

8. "A man can be an artist... in anything, food, whatever. It depends on how good he is at it. Creasey's art is death. He's about to paint his masterpiece."

9. "Because I'm not a Vanderbilt, suddenly I'm white trash? I grew up in Bel Air, Warner. Across the street from Aaron Spelling. I think most people would agree that's a lot better than some stinky old Vanderbilt."   -Sarah, Legally Blonde

10.  "It was not my intention to do this in front of you. For that I'm sorry. But you can take my word for it, your mother had it comin'. When you grow up, if you still feel raw about it, I'll be waiting."   -Sarah, Kill Bill (Vol 1 actually ;) 

11. " I think we're just gonna to have to be secretly in love with each other and leave it at that, Ritchie."

12. "I feel like such a heifer. I had two bowls of Special K, 3 pieces of turkey bacon, a handful of popcorn, 5 peanut butter M&M's and like 3 pieces of licorice."   -Sarah,  and of course Clueless 

13. "Oh, you think you're so special because you get to play Picture Pages up there? Well, my five year old daughter could do that and let me tell you, she's not the brightest bulb in the tanning bed. So why don't you go back to night school in Mantino and learn a real trade."

14. "I always thought it would be better, to be a fake somebody... than a real nobody."

15. "Remember those posters that said, "Today is the first day of the rest of your life"? Well, that's true of every day but one - the day you die."

So I saw Twilight on Friday. I knew I was going to be disappointed, and I was right. All though because I had such a low expectation for it by the time I saw it, I did enjoy it. Part of it anyway. Parts of it were just so awkward. In the book it talks about how Edward acts like he hates her when he meets her. Well, in the movie... I could not stop laughing. It was terrible. He looked like he was going to throw up. It was so awkward. And I'm really sad they butchered the meadow scene. It wasn't as romantic as it was in the book. The sparkles were hilarious. I enjoyed very much. Oh god and Jasper. I love Jasper and Alice in the book. I did not like Jasper in the movie. He looked constipated. It was ridiculous. I laughed every time I saw him. I did like Jacob though. For 16 years old, the actor is still cute. Wow. I feel like a pedophile. He's a good choice though. His hair on the other hand was definitely not. I'll be happy in the next one when his hair gets cut. Victoria so not how I pictured her hair. I figured it'd be like red red. Like pilot  episode of Alias, Sydney Bristow red. So Bella was kinda awkward too. Although she did get the bitch thing out I suppose. And what was with the tree climbing? So not in the book. And with Bella on his back it looked so creepy. I didn't like it. I also didn't like how they slowed stuff to show them "moving fast." I feel like I'm watching Smallville on the WB. I'd think with a bigger budget it wouldn't be so bad. Still not too sure what to make of the movie. I'll probably go see it again this week when I'm at home without the billion children clapping, ooing, and ahhing.  It has also been announced that New Moon is set in stone to be made. So there's that to look forward to next year. I think it'll be better. Now that basic storylines have been set, I think it'll be great to see a whole movie with a little more character development. Seeing Bella all emo though will be interesting. I will enjoy all the werewolve stuff though. 

So I'm in Torts and I'm bored out of my mind. I got called on last Wednesday and have yet to read since then. I definitely have a lot of work cut out for me over break. I had to separate my bags to put my books separately for weight distribution. So sick. I'm starting to think I should have just driven. I've also not finished my memo yet. I need to turn that in before I leave today and read for my 2 pm class. Should be interesting... Pretty sure my paper is crap. It's a 12 page max limit and I'm def only at 8 pages, but I don't care. If I keep going on it'll just be super repetitive. 

I will be on a plane at 6 pm tonight. I can not wait to go home. I'm sure I'll be sick of it within like 2 days, but for now I'm excited to relax and be cooked for. 

Oh and now the parentals are saying we might end up moving to Florida before Christmas again. I was like NOOOOOOOOOOO. I'm so hoping  it's not. Give me one more New Year's with my friends please. 

I also spoke to a Mr. B Wyble last night. We talked for an hour. It was nice. I miss talking to him. Sarah, hope you had fun in San Diego, it means a whale's vagina. Hope you had fun with your monkeys at your monkey conference and that you stole me a penguin. Don't correct me. Let me believe what I want. 

I'm very close to having a complete break down. I have such a love hate relationship with law school. This second legal memo on top of all this other school work just has me at a breaking point. It's not healthy to be at school so long every day. I just have to focus that this memo will be turned in on Monday, right before i leave for Houston. Tuesday and Thursday equal no school work. Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday equal finish my outlines, make flash cards, and start studying for finals. Sunday I come home at like 8 am. I have 3 classes the following week, 2 study days, and and then first final in Contracts. I'm scared. 3 hours for an essay exam that makes up my entire grade in a class. That doesn't seem very fair. 

One exciting thing today is that after years, I am finally going to get tested for ADD. I think it's a step forward in the right direction for me. Now I just need a therapist. Sometimes I think I convince myself that I'm crazy. I don't know. 

And in other news on how frustrated I am sometimes:

 I like how when a good friendship is I guess over, it seems to matter more to me than I guess this person. And what makes me even angrier is that they don't even want to fix it. I mean if it was a guy I guess I'd understand because guys are idiots, but this person is a sister and a dear friend. It infuriates me. Plus I like how someone falls right into the thing that makes me the most angry, and she knows this! If you get a boyfriend it doesn't mean that everyone else in your life before boyfriend is suddenly gone. And lets say that this "wonderful" relationship doesn't work out and you guys break up, just like I've seen in the past, you all of a sudden want things to be back before like the were. I just want to say a big Fuck you to that. Don't even try it. I've gotten too old for this shit. I really have. I'm finally starting to realize who will be my friends for the rest of my life and who will not be. It makes me so mad. Maybe I should be so upset, but I can't help it.

I also think listening to Annie Lennox just puts me in a more depressed/frustrated mood. A least the lyrics are good:

Some things are better left unsaid
But they still turn me inside out
Turning inside out, turning inside out
Tell me...
Why
Tell me...
Why

This is the book I never read
These are the words I never said
This is the path I'll never tread
These are the dreams I'll dream instead
This is the joy that's seldom spread
These are the tears...
The tears we shed
This is the fear
This is the dread
These are the contents of my head
And these are the years that we have spent
And this is what they represent
And this is how I feel
Do you know how I feel
'cause i don't think you know how I feel
I don't think you know what I feel
I don't think you know what I fear
You don't know what I fear

I can't believe it's finally almost here. This new election. Last election I was living in the dorms at UTSA. Brandon drove in from Austin. I remember it being so cold and we walked to the Main building (which was brand new) and watched the election results come in.  We were both so angry. I could not believe that the American people voted for George W. Bush yet again. It was incomprehensible. I figured it would be almost a landslide, and yet it wasn't obviously. I was never a huge Kerry fan. He was just not George W. Bush. 

Onto this election, I love Barack Obama! I went to Austin to see him speak about a year and a half ago. I bought this button that said Obama for President 2008. It was still around the time where people didn't really consider him to be a candidate, but he was just so moving. The polls all have him ahead, and yet I'm still nervous that McCain and Palin have a shot. I was so confident last election, and was so upset when we lost. I'm worried it is going to happen again. I just do not understand why people think he's this amazing guy!?! He looks like a turtle, his health isn't great, and his policies suck ass. And lets be serious. He doesn't like Palin. He got Palin because Obama did not choose Hilary Clinton to be hus running mate. McCain and advisors thought, we need a vagina to secure this election! Women will vote for another woman. And she's a huge joke. "I can't see Russia from my house." Um....no. No you can't. Ridiculous. All my friends are Republicans here in Oklahoma. So everyday I'm told what a communist he is, and he's the antichrist, etc. So stupid. Sometimes I think I live in the wrong part of the country. I think I really do need to live in Austin if I decide to live in the South. 


In another news, I'm feeling so unmotivated to do anything. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have so much work to do, I need to clean my apartment because I'm having people over for an Election party, and I just want to lay on my couch and watch P.S, I love you and think about why I don't have some hot Irish guy in my life. I need to get over my little funk. Finals are coming up in a month which equals major crunch time. My entire grade relies on my finals. I need to stay with it all or I'm going to be lost. I'm frustrated with old close friends back home, and I'm pretty sure a piece of my heart is going to be missing on Tuesday when Charity leaves for Basic Training for the Air Force. I can't talk to her until January 2nd. That's awful. If you know me, then you know that I talk to her like 80 times a day. Usually text messages throughout the day, then one phone call to discuss the craziness that is our lives. Sooo I think that impending doom of not being able to talk to one of my best friends is sinking in.... 

Sorry for the emo woe post... just my mood for the day.

Seeing as how I have yet to update in a million years...why not update with a little survey with my friend miss ipod mini. But other than that things are good. I need to update with photos. Maybe I shall do that tomorrow. But for now, here is the survey I stole from Sarah.

1. how does the world see me?
( again i go unnoticed-dashboard confessional)

oh wow. I hope not. I used to think so a long time ago, but things are pretty different now. I wouldnt say I'm unnoticed.

2. will i have a happy life?
( sugar pie honey bunch- the temptations)

Ummmm...it's a happy song? I'll have some guy thinking about me and coming to me cause he cant help himself?

3. do people secretly lust after me?
( God only knows- the beach boys)

LOL. Um...No idea. "I may not always love you as long as there are stars above you. I'll make you so sure about it. God only knows what i feel about you" Sure? If we're going by the song.

4. how can i make myself happy?
( my front porch looking in-lonestar)

I suppose by being married and having kids? Having my husband have a "good" home to come home to.

5. what should i do with my life?
( no lies, just love-bright eyes)

Umm...well, if we're going literal, i suppose not comitting suicide and choosing to live and being honest.

6. will i ever have children?
( little house of savages- the walkmen)

LOL. Um wow. WHen I see the title all i think of is having little demon children. "Somebody is waiting for me at home" Whether this could refer to children or not? I dont know. Hopefully my children wont be savages.

7. what is some good advice for me?
( eleanor rigby- the beatles)

I suppose not being a nobody, being remembered for something. The song refers to this lonely lady that nobody really knows and she died and basically noone cared. She just ended up being another person...soo...advice maybe is dont just be another person? Do something to set yourself apart from everyone else so that you have something to leave behind and you'll be remembered.

8. how will i be remembered?
( best i ever had-gary allen)

"So you sailed away. Into a gray sky morning. Now im here to stay. Love can be so boring. And nothing quite the same now. I just say your name now. But its not so bad. You're only the best I ever had."

awww...nice. Hopefully someone will think of me like this when i'm gone.

9. what is my signature dancing song?
(crocodile rock- elton john)

HA! Love it.

10. what do i think my current theme song is?
( Man, I feel like a woman!- Shania Twain)

LOL. Omg, thats freakin' hilarious, and yet so true.


11. what does everyone else think my current theme song is?
( wonderwall- oasis )

umm sure? Why not.

12. what song will play at my funeral?
( crash into me- dave matthews band)

oh wow. I dont really want to think of my funeral. whatever, when it happens I wont care. I love this song though.

13. what type of men do i like?
( beautiful disaster-kelly clarkson)

ha! that seems to come to mind. I swear...I pick all the winners, let me tell ya:
"He drowns in his dreams an exquisite extreme i know. Hes as damned as he seems. And more heaven than a heart could hold. And if i try to save him, my whole world could cave in. It just ain't right. I dont know what he's after. He's so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster."

14. what is my day going to be like?
( i wanna do it all-terri clark)

I guess thats true. I do want to do it all in a day. I feel like there's never enough hours to do what i want.

15. what song typifies your life?
( who wouldnt wanna be me-keith urban)

HA! A song about being poor but having a great life. Pretty true. I'm poor but I am having a great college experience.

And thus my survey comes to a close. This was kinda fun.

This is my pledge class! We look gross cause we were like outside all day and this is when we put on our pajamas before we found out who our Big was.

 

We were playing this little game. And we stopped to takea pic.

This is just a bunch of us posing. My hair is messed up cause my Big who is diagonal (up and to the right) had just messed it up.
Well, hope you enjoyed the little bit of pics I shared. I'll try and post more as soon as I can. This is just a dot on the radar and only a couple of my sisters. So much left to do.